I had no name.
You gave me one.
With the crimson blood
Flowing through the depths
Of those beast-like humans
Clear as the sky
I reminisce
Through unending memories
A dark
Black shadowy
Cloud of pain
You have taken away

You came.
Even deeper in the darkness.
You demolished the chaotic world
Dyed with blood
We savored innocence
Virginal and untainted.
In a haze of righteousness
You have saved me
From rotting
Through the abyss of hell
You surely did

† Tell me what you think †

*evil laugh*

Finally, i saw a good site for the continuation of my bleach scanlations~ mwahahahahaha~ so lucky jennie! :p i've dl-ed chapters 50-60 this afternoon~ my dl's are so slow~ *gets a whip* *whips her beloved turtle-of-a-connection, get up you lazy arse~ keep on moving!* haha~ just fooling around~ how can you even hurt an internet connection~ mwehehehehehe! okay, i think i flunked all my tests~ i did not even study for my exams~ not one single subject~ i can now see, the future, a failing grade ahead of me~ oh, well~ i'll bear with it~ i know~ it's my fault! well, might as well laugh it all out until i can~ muwahahahahaha!

I'm so happy! there are plenty reasons for my sudden emotion.. one: my father gave me the permission to have an overnight to wherever they decide to spend it!~ my peer's that is.. It's Chill's birthday on 29~ haha!~ woohoo~ *giggles* I can't wait for October 28~ You might see me as shallow, but in fact, i am pretty shallow~ lalalalalala~ 2nd reason: BLEACH now has an anime! woohoo! so what?.. I won't be having a cd or whatever of bleach~ won't be able to watch it~ /sob
*cries* but fear not! maybe in a few months or so, i would be able to see bleach cds in shops~ muahahahahaha! hahahahaha! the reason why i'm happy is because, i wont be alone anymore!

*light perished, darkness prevailed over the life of jennie*

me: what the?.. *snaps* where are the lights?.. oh, well.. looks normal to me.. with light or without light~ no difference at all~ *sits in the center*

me: what the?.. *been momentarily blinded by the light that shone above her* WTH is this?.. a spotlight?.. *now has knitted eyebrows* *pouts*

(an enchanting large voice speaking): what do you mean alone?.. are you always alone, jennie?..

me: what the?.. where'd that come from?.. well, that's not what i meant, not literally alone.. of course, i have friends~ *does a lopsided smile* anyway, what kind of prank are you trying to pull on me?.. you think i'm scared?.. BAH! this is crappy~

(enchanting large voice): then what?.. psychologically?.. biologically?.. WHAT?..

me: *gets a big boulder from her pocket* *throws a large boulder into the black wide space* hope it hits you~ *hears something like a glass being broken into pieces* owwwwww~ what the?.. where'd the light go?.. *sweatdrops*

(enchanting large voice): *middle finger pointed at jennie* look what you've done! pay for that big spotlight!

me: *knitted my eyebrows* *unleashed my newly blood bathe sword from its sheath* *disappeared into thin air and suddenly points the sword into the man's ugular* what did you just say?..

the revealed man with the enchanted large voice: *gulps* hey, i was just fooling around with you~ oh, look at the time~ hate to break this to you but i need to attend to a very important meeting~
hehe~

me: *grabs the man's shirt in its back* wait just a darn minute you dimwit~ Why did you put that crazy show?..

the revealed man with the enchanted large voice: well, to liven things up~ i wanted to make your moment a bit flashy and dramatic~

me: *ticked off* *kicks the man in the arse, get out of here you l*c****** b******!*

the revealed man with the enchanted large voice: oops, mind your manners! there are minors reading your blog.. you wouldnt want to pollute their minds with your dirty way of talking~

me: *gasps* oops, sorry for the rude and immoral words~ my, i've replaced the letters with the * to make things easy for you~ see?.. how nice and considerate of me, right?.. *evil laugh* bohahahahahaha~

the revealed man with the enchanted large voice: right, nice and considerate my foot you dirty witch~

me: what's that?.. i heard you calling me a dirty witch!

the revealed man with the enchanted large voice: oh no~ you must've heard me wrong, i called you a fascinating kid~

me: oh.. *eyes sparkling with great desire* *sobs* you.. called.. me.. a.. KID! but i would've been glad if you'd called me a witch~ i woul've kindly reward you a "VIEWTIFUL JOE" kit~ indeed, it would be such a nice compliment~ me?.. being called a witch?.. *imagining things*

the revealed man with the enchanted large voice: she lost it~ must be a loose screw~ *gets a bottle with a skeleton on the label* here! take this~

me: what's this?..

the revealed man with the enchanted large voice: your medicine~ you forgot to take your medication this morning~ you know how it is when you forget to drink your medicine! remember 3 tablets a day! got it?..

me: oh, thank you so much~ *whooooooooosh* me is now relieved.. *drinks her medicine*

okay, i'd end up doing a role play by myself~ *bangs my head on the wall*

back to the topic.. as what i've said a while ago.. i'm so happy with bleach having an anime.. it means.. bleach will be more popular and they would now be able to relate with my rantings~! yipee! more bleach fans means more fun~ haha~ i've just dl-ed the video of the opening song of bleach! i've been watchign this video for a while now~ and yet, still not tired of viewing it~ according to my winamp, i've been watching the video for 63 times already~ HELL! i'm addicted to the video~ you see~ it's not just an ordinary video! i really am fascinated with the creators of bleach~ good drawing, plot, characters and stylish video~ yes! it is a stylish video~ not your ordinary opening song. worth watching. it's the most eccentric video i've encountered with~ and i like the part when ichigo was kenshin-like~ haha! and yes!


I LOVE ISHIDA RYUU!

readers: to those of you who still don't know who ishida ryuu is.. HE"S THE GUY WITH GLASSES AT THE OPENING SONG! I LOVE HIM SO MUCH! I WOULD DIE FOR HIM! but why waste my life with only anime characters, okay, dont take it seriously, just exaggerating..


I LOVE KUROSAKI ICHIGO!

OF COURSE, I WOULD DIE FOR ICHIGO TOO! this too is not true~ mwehehehehehe!

seriously, i'm addicted to those two characters.. as of now, i really like the flow of the story of bleach.. before i forget.. I LOVE KUCHIKI BYAKUYA TOO! rukia's brother~ he's so cool~ he damaged ichigo without even anybody realizing it!

WOOHOO! that's all~ i dont want to spoil you~ that's all~

note: SORRY, for such a lame entry~ been just fooling around~ well, i'm stupid, that's all there is to it now~

What a relief~ I've got my pc back.. they reformatted it.. and THANK GOD! they were able to save 10 gigs of my files~ 10 gigs~ how big.. those 10 gigs only consist of my mangas and mp3's.. but applications were erased.. LOL! of course they were erased.. *knock knock jennie* they've reformatted it, remember?.. of course the applications were deleted~ how stupid jennie~ woo-pee-doo~ here i go again, talking to myself.. so, i need to re-download loads of things for my pc~ tsk.. they upgraded the ram, so Mr. Compy's not as slow as my beloved turtle~ yipee! they did not upgrade the memory.. well, was planning on getting a slave on my pc.. i think it's better then upgrading.. hehe!

it's 8:39 A.M. right now.. got no classes.. Home Study Day! WTF?!? Home study day?.. what kind of shit is that?.. muahahahahahaha! got lots of assignment.. darn those horrible creatures called "teachers", /sob how mean~ and yes!, once again my stupidity caused me to not pass my assignment for ekonomiks~ damn, damn, damn.. i even told the tale of Benjamin Lopue Sr., to the class.. I was suppose to pass it after class, but, i totally forgot about it!! i just saw my assignment this morning.. darn, what a waste, and to think i even translated his life in tagalog.. i even have a picture of him.. there you go.. once again, evidence of my stupidity~ darn, why am i so stupid?.. well, anyway, can't keep on regretting.. lol! it was just an assignment.. but still.. *weeps* lol! muahahahahaha! whoa~ naruto has updated 4 chapters~ O_O i was only away for a week and they've got 4 new chapters?!? a miraculous thing, indeed~ mwahahahahaha! scanlations usually update a manga in one week.. lol!

We forgot to tell the compy-man to install a microsoft office 2000 in this pc.. oh well, i can or my brother can borrow a cd of microsoft office 2000 from his classmates or friends.. i forgot to save my gaara files~ boohoohoohoo~ i've got loads of gaara stuff there~ oh well.. will gather those stuffs again! XD muahahahahaha! doesnt matter~ lol~ okay, time to download all of my crap.. muahahahahaha! bye-bye~ :p

i am so enthralled to realize that i'm no longer the anti-social being people seemed to call~ i am now interacting with species who have emotions and do normal things which are called "human beings"~

yes, i was doing the usual routine~ going to school, commuting through the heavy heat just to arrive home~ i was walking through the road of no end (exaggerating.. XD) when i suddenly caught a glimpse of a guy who actually looks like my cousin, i ignored him.. but when i caught him smiling and was about to go near me with his hand in the form of actually performing a high 5 sign (*apir pare*)~ it came into my mind.. wait a minute~ it really is my cousin~ it was vonn.. well, i really am not familiar with all my cousins just living 1 street before our house~ i was close to my cousins who are living miles away from me~ see what i mean~ how stupid can one get~ i could've easily interacted with those people~ but as usual, my shyness came before me~ then, when he was now in front of me.. i pouted, knitted my eyebrows and muttered my usual "HEH" sound which actually sounded like a duck~ XD basically, i smiled immediately to inform him of not being serious about my sudden foolish action~ XD then we did the high 5 thingy~ (*apir pare*) as what i would usually type~ hehe! a bit of talking about *toot* and *toot* readers: okay! do not be malicious! hehe~ i've got a reason behind this~ hehe! so,there. he left. i proceeded to the way which leads to my favorite place called: HOME~ hehe! no kidding. it really is my favorite place. hehe. as of now. i'm thinking of changing my blog. as you would notice, my recent entries are just so lame. the grammar, entries, everything about my blog is just so stupid! well, i am stupid. what do you expect from a very insignificant person?.. *sighs* this is just so damn frustrating. everyone's just striving to improve and reach through their goals while i, the talentless jennie is slacking off.. i really want to learn how to play any kind of instrument or play any kind of sport or be good at anything. i'm hopeless. kill me now. nah! i take that back. i wouldnt be able to accomplish anything if you kill me.well, even if you try you wouldnt even suceed~ mwahahahahahaha! nobody can ever win against ichigo/gaara~ *evil laugh*

i'm so happy. /sob i actually managed to create a long entry for my blog. tsk. a miracle. hehehehe~

okay~ pray for my soul~ may i pass for the USTET~ i took the test this morning~ well, what can say~ i'm not quite sure if i flunked or passed it~ only, the results can tell! *sighs* and the results are to be given on January 28, 2005~ goodluck to me~

lalalalalalala~ they told me anyone can easily pass for UST~ that's why i'm fretting~ what if i didn't pass?.. so that means, i'm a hopeless pathetic loser~ *sighs*

I was nearly late~ good thing i was not~ but i was still a bit late~ okay~ i know~ its blurred~ when i arrived at the HS building.. the proctor was about to distribute the answer sheets~ thank God i was not late!

bad thing is.. i did not study at all.. oh yeah! way to go jen! how lazy can you get~ crap..

well, if i worry about it too much.. i'll go bazonkers~ *whooooooosh*